you were the one that started it all. the one that made me feel so happy and so numb at the same time. you taught me that i couldnt trust people because in the end, everything was nothing but lies
to the one that got away:
i spent so much time waiting, wishing, day dreaming, not sleeping, nerve wracked, angry, depressed, anxious, sad, and happy for so many years... while i watched you take my heart in chip pieces away from it... and out of all of that, i miss your friendship the most
to maker:
you made me how i am today...
you left me cynical, you left me numb, you left me damaged, you left me hating myself, you made me this emotionally disconnected person...
i loved you, i did, but i dont miss you. i dont miss talking to you. you're actions proved to me that im doing alright
to the lady from the past:
what happened was unfortunate to say the least... and i can admit that i am the bad guy in our story. i was scared, terrified actually. i didnt stand by your side when you needed me, as a lover or as a friend. i didnt know how to cope... i still dont... and for that i am truly sorry.
this is baggage that has been holding me back now for years, and tonight, im letting you go
